Subject: sleepy eyed continues

it changes a person.
I've seen it happen again and again
Lack of self resect,more lack of compassion
Off the deep end ,unless you are already DEAD
Or numb.

I have a brother I haven't seen or talked to in 6 years
He was hospitalized most of his life
Caus he "FELL" off a flight of stairs at 3.
If you know anything at all,you know this doesn't sound right.

My mother got divorced right before I was born
I have never seen my father.
My brother was 8 when I was born.

Everything I've done after,I've done 
In rebellion

I've done everything my brother hates
And was against everything he loved.

He was a conservative Jesus freak that was anti abortion and thought it
was women's fault when she was raped.

Now,I find most men to have the same misconceptions.One twisted way or 
the other.

I wanted to claim my sexuality
and I ended up in same place